.:-Dans mon coeur ♥-:.

Full Stop

2011-11-02T01:26:00.004+08:00

Everything is going to end in this post
The memories will locked up
There will be a full stop for this chapter of this story
Time to start a new chapter...:)

Stop

2011-10-26T00:09:00.001+08:00

There are times that I miss the feelings.
But each time I recall how much it hurts,
I'd rather choose to stop it than to feel it again.

silly

2011-10-24T01:12:00.001+08:00

Just once

The feeling come and visit

But just stayed for a while

The silly thought

On the weakest moment

Such a silly thought

Even some silly dreams

That couldn't recall

No matter how hard I tried

Perhaps,

It will be better if can't be

2011-10-18T05:01:00.001+08:00

There is something we always wanted in our heart...
But, we can't just get it directly...
Sometimes we even blinded ourselves w/ others things...
Until we don't even know what are we actually needed or wanted...

22

2011-10-11T01:29:00.002+08:00

22 years...

Time flies

Remember the footsteps, remember the words

Somehow, I don't wanna grow up..

Don't

2011-10-06T15:53:00.003+08:00

Please do not cut the scar again..

It just almost cure...

Don't make it bleed again

Don't try to do all these shyt to make yourself feel better
This is unnecessary...

Just don't appear, it will be better...

Another years gone by
So much effort to ignore the hurt

I need to wipe all these out

I'm done with how it feel, spinning my wheels,

Letting you drag my heart around

and, I'm done thinking all of these

I'm not giving an hour or a second or another minute longer
I'm busy getting stronger...

2011-10-03T01:59:00.001+08:00

I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger
I get a little bit stronger...I hope I really will...:'(

Crossroad

2011-09-26T16:32:00.001+08:00

Standing at the crossroad and think..

When someone break your heart inside

When the hangover doesn't pass

It took your breath away

You feel suffocating

Soon..

Something in the heart has died

and it will fade

It's time to live and let die...

Everything is done..

Choose the right path...

Yea...we will

Blue Sky

2011-09-19T02:25:00.002+08:00

The pain that you will never understand,

The sadness and sorrow was so stubborn

They used to stay at here last time

But, they are leaving

The sky was grey

but now..it is blue

Clouds are there

The freedom is here

It's gonna be alright,

Don't look back..the days will come, and those days were gone...

Cheers people!

-I am getting well slowly...real slow...but I'm fine-

2011-09-15T03:21:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, something happened for some reason

It hurt so bad

But, It might helped- like escape from all those shyt

that used to cause emo-ness and insecure feeling

You painted me a blue sky and turned it to rain...

Now the rain is stop...

Can see things and people clearly

I missing those time sometime, I can't deny

somehow I unable to recall the features of your face already

unless I see it from the picture...

Memories will keep in the deepest side..and It will fade...

Here inside

2011-09-08T03:11:00.001+08:00

Here inside..my quiet heart

You cannot hear, my words inside

Or may be am just lost for a little while

yet I still believe..

The day will come, the past is gone...

There is something still in my heart... ♥

Lullaby for tonight:

*******Starrystarry night
paint your palette blue and grey
look out on a summer's day
with eyes that know the
darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills
sketch the trees and the daffodils
catch the breeze and the winter chills
in colors on the snowy linen land.********

2011-09-06T02:14:00.001+08:00

There is a light after the end of the tunnel...

When you believe...

It is right there outside waiting for you...

Until you find it...

I think I will too...

For now

2011-09-01T01:18:00.003+08:00

It sounds a little bit ridiculous
At the meantime
It is still under control
May be this is already meant to be
and beyond our control
Well, there will be an answer someday...:)

the key

2011-08-27T01:05:00.003+08:00

I couldn't find the key to open it
The things that placed beside the candy are
Those memories that I wanted to recall
Nevertheless filters you and me
Fall down and become beauty
And
The things that locked inside the box are
Those bitter sweet moment of us
I tried very hard to recall
But I cannot remember...

The same one 一样

2011-08-25T02:50:00.002+08:00

每一个人类在面对同样的问题时
都会要死要活
大家都是平起平坐
只是时间的不同
但仍然明白或体会过那些感受
同身感受...
我们都一样...

朋友,好好享受现在吧！
我也像你们累了..需要休息一下!
i will be back in action when I m ready...:*

Under the skin

2011-08-22T01:30:00.004+08:00

Don't know why
I'll so worried about this
I was thinking what should I act or say
I'm out of my mind
I know
Definitely,
the feeling of awkward
I can't resist...
But,
They will never have a chance to see it
because I'll hide it all under my skin

*Dear stranger,

-Hello, how are you?-*

Well, well, well

2011-08-18T02:03:00.005+08:00

All the things that I've go through
I can't spell it out
No,
It's never gonna be that simple

It took so long
just to feel alright

Something is isn't important anymore
it was so familiar in my mind
but I can't even recognize it

it was so important
Why it will end up like this

Well, this is a good question
cause, I also don't know how to answer
:)

2011-08-16T02:17:00.002+08:00

究竟忘...了吗？
感觉是...
其实也不清楚..

这一篇...
词穷了...
是好是坏？
嗯...还不知道呢..

夜也深了..
晚安..

I'll

2011-08-08T01:29:00.002+08:00

I'll be alright
I just need sometime
It will fade, until I can't recall.. I believe...it will

2011-08-05T01:44:00.002+08:00

等到放晴的那天
也许我会比较好一点

2011-08-04T01:13:00.002+08:00

Go run, run, run
Yea, its a long way
I know
As the smoke clears
I awaken and untangle you from me
This is not the missing puzzle piece that I'm searching for
In my incomplete puzzle

Its reflection

2011-08-01T01:47:00.005+08:00

My sorrow
Dragged my heart too long
The scar is there
It still pain sometimes
Insomnia used to be here every night
Memories kept repeating
Mask was on my face
Tears used to drop behind the mask
Promises were broken, so...easily
Fragile...
This was torturing
Like living in the hell

Now
I've made up my mind
This is my own decision
I used to look its reflection in the mirror
Although the color fade like what was happened
I still can't take it off
And now I'm tired for carrying
Mentally tired
It took so long for me just to take it off
Kept it into the box
In a hidden place
I won't see it again
Cause...
It was too heavy...
Too heavy for my heart to carry
I'm just a girl, ordinary girl
So, don't expect that I'm strong enough to be hurt...

-Things gonna be alright...I know it will-

3rd M....s

2011-07-31T03:21:00.002+08:00

Get messed up today
I will be okay tomorrow
Ended this way...

- U / S -

2011-07-26T01:29:00.011+08:00

From the sight of your eyes
I don't know how to describe
But I felt that
We've changed
Although me myself also not sure about that
Just a feelings
Sometimes
There are thousand questions in my mind
But
When I see you, everything back to zero=0
A simple question I also can't recall
This is weird, I know..I might having amnesia
I don't know why it will be ended up like that

Sigh
I miss the old one
Just the old one, not this one
I can't deny
Memories are still fresh in my mind
I have no strength to resist

--------------------------------------------------------

Perhaps
We made the right choice
We'll be better with this

Take care my ♥

2011-07-23T13:02:00.001+08:00

I'll catch it one day..:)

on my way

2011-07-23T02:57:00.004+08:00

I'm on my way
I'm not alone
I'll do it right
All cleared will remind me nothing
I might miss the previous one...
But definitely I won't miss the current one...

-I'm just a little not over yet..don't remind me-

好久不见

2011-07-22T02:46:00.002+08:00

拿着我们的照片
熟悉的那一条街
只是没了你的画面
我们回不到那天
但
你会不会突然地出现
在街角的咖啡店
我会带着笑脸
挥手寒喧
和你坐着聊聊天
我多么想和你见一面
看看你最近改变不再去说从前
只是寒喧
对你说一句
好久不见

距离

2011-07-17T01:09:00.003+08:00

世上最凄绝的距离

是两个人本来距离很远，

互不相识，

忽然有一天，

他们相识，

相爱，

距离变得很近。

然后有一天，

不再相爱了，

本来很近的两个人，

变得很远，

甚至比以前更远。

——【张小娴】

2011-07-15T00:40:00.001+08:00

I told myself don't look back
but..
I did..
and
It's still hurt
Sigh

Mixed feelings

2011-07-14T02:06:00.002+08:00

I never felt this way before
I'm surprise
I'm nervous
This is different
I feel good
I like it..:)
<3

2011-07-12T02:23:00.002+08:00

I don't know why
You will appear in my dream
I can't believe it
You appear in my mind so randomly
haha...
I don't know how I should feel
Macam kena poison...
and I enjoyed
Yes..siao! I know!haha..silly!
But...
I think you saved me again from the torturing life..:)

Truth

2011-06-28T02:18:00.002+08:00

The naked truth
is always better than a beautiful lie
sometimes
the truth might help you..:)
and I just wanna tell a truth from my heart
Before this
may be all we need is just time
but after so long
I've busy for all these time
I'm fine now

Hope you are too..:D
Life is short, don't regrets...

Best Song

2011-06-27T13:53:00.004+08:00

It's been a while
I still can't play that song
I don't think I can...
because
the best song don't bring me back to the day I first heard them
but the day they started to mean something to me.

If you

2011-06-24T13:29:00.003+08:00

If you know someone is already taken,
please do respect their relationship.
Don't be the reason they end up single.
and
Don't act innocent
cause you're not..at all
Your innocent face-- disgusting
and
If you get hurt
Don't complain
cause you deserve it...:)

The Fact

2011-06-22T01:04:00.002+08:00

what if it is just an illusion
Would be different?
perhaps..
-----------------------------------------------------------------------
A strong person
He/She will keep his/her stuff in line
and with tears running down his/her face
He/She still manage to whisper the simple words,
"I'm Fine.."
But
Are you a strong person?
Can you?
Is it really that easy?
Well...
definitely I'm not..

I did...

2011-06-20T00:36:00.002+08:00

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, Yes...I did..
And, you were strong and I was not,
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
and I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
and I'm now gone too..successfully...
p/s: you may now go and get your life...
cause I'll get my happy life too..
don't ever look back...
I'll never ever look back..
never ever...:)

Moved :)

2011-06-13T00:45:00.005+08:00

Moving on..
from a person
that was important in the past but not in the future
everything couldn't turn back already
because that wound was too deep
But, after all these time
I've already moved on..
Don't waste time grieving over past mistakes.
Learn from them and move on.
and
be with someone who knows exactly what they have when they have you.
Not someone who will realize it after they've lost you. :)

How about you?

2011-06-11T00:54:00.001+08:00

I 'm sick of all these...
Do and say whatever you like
well..who will care?

"Thank You"

2011-06-05T01:33:00.005+08:00

I've to hurt in order to know.
Fall in order to grow.
Lose in order to gain.
Most of life's lessons are learned with pain.
and the people that I want to say THANK YOU
is the person that helped me
to know
to grow
to gain
I can finally woke up from the nightmare
Now..I can
Live my life happily that supposed to be
Look at the person that treated me good
cause I don't wan to miss anything already
Find the person that i deserve,
Again..
Thanks for waking me up from this horrible nightmare
I feel better and I can see & feel everything clearly
I'm gonna find someone better...:)

2011-06-01T01:17:00.000+08:00

I feel good...
I guess I really do...
:)

GoodBye..

2011-05-31T00:22:00.003+08:00

Goodbye... goodbye for now....
I've to go Have to go...
But
Remember when I cried to you
I told you everything
You know my feelings
It never crossed my mind
That there would be a time
For us to say goodbye
What a big surprise
Please say there's no regrets
And say you won't forget
But I'm not lost
I'm not gone
I haven't forgot
These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I can't take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It's getting harder to pretend
And I'm not coming back around again
That was then
Now it's the end
I'm not coming back
I can't pretend
Remember When ...

La-lullaby...help me to sleep tonight...

smile or NOT

2011-05-29T00:18:00.002+08:00

Looked at the mirror only I know
I do always smile in-front of people
no matter good or bad mood
now only know i always smile for no reason
is actually quite tiring
only until when I'm alone
then only I can really be myself
why will be like this?
I also don't know...

2011-05-24T00:25:00.002+08:00

I've been working hard so long
seems like pain has been my only friend
my fragile heart's been done so wrong
i wondered if I'd ever heal again
just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change
and now
i will break these chains that bind me,
happiness will find me
leave the past behind me,
today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it,
today my life begins
yesterday has come and gone
and I've learn how to leave it where it is
and i see that i was wrong
for ever doubting i could win
life's to short to have regrets
so I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
only have one life to live
so you better make the best of it...:)

p/s:Bruno is rockss!!!:D

messed up

2011-05-21T00:17:00.001+08:00

ifeelsucksnowalthoughimfarfaraway!damn.......:(

2011-05-14T08:43:00.002+08:00

Time to leave...
Time flies..
2years..
Time to end...
If there is still a chance
l'll go back in time and change it
but I can't..
Honestly..I've no regret..
I will change...
I will be back with a different me
Take care, all my love..

1/2

2011-05-10T01:00:00.002+08:00

now already 1am...
I still thinking about that...
What am I suppose to do now?
there is something in my mind..
Which is meaningful and important for me..
I don't know
itzit in another mind too
btw...gastric is really sucks...arghh..
I can't stand it already..

I know

2011-05-07T01:18:00.003+08:00

baby..I was naive
got lost in your eyes
never really have a chance
my mistake..
I know...
there are so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know
this is a big world, that was a small town
there in my rearview mirror disappearing now

200th post...happy ending:)

2011-05-02T22:38:00.002+08:00

my new life begin..on this moment onward..i'll put my smile on my face everyday along the journey..cheer up..hehe...:D that's all..thank you..thanks for everything..

Hold On..♥

2011-04-26T23:34:00.005+08:00

I guess I'm the lucky one
I've got you here that I can wrap my arms around
Maybe all the plans we made would not work out
But I have no doubt even though it's hard to see
I've got faith in us and I believe in you and me
So hold on to me tight
Hold on, I promise it'll be alright
Cause it's you and me together
And baby all we've got is time
So hold on to me, hold on to me tonight
Hold on, I promise it'll be alright
Cause we are stronger here together
Just hold on to me
Don't you ever let me go
Hold on to me, it's gonna be alright
Hold on to me tonight
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥...ILY

!Holiday mood vs Assignment mood vs Parti Mood!

2011-04-21T20:16:00.006+08:00

Arghh...
Tons of books-drafts-notes will accompany me tonight again...
Every day also facing the same situation...
From noon untill night...
From night untill midnight...
From midnight untill dawn...
Repeat the same routine...
This is so so so so SUCKS!
But i shouldn't complain
Cause this is how a student life suppose to be..
What to do...;(
Just can try my best to finish all my LOVELY assignment asap!
then.....muahahaha!after this!*evil*
Here MY HOLIDAY MOOD come!!!
there are actually so much plans appear in my mind
Sunway la...Cameron la...Penang la..Malacca la...
Thailand la...Singapore la...India la...Nederland la...Italy la...Antarctic?..hahaha....
Whatever la...
as long as i can have a trip there...
all will do!!!haha...
and of cause MY PARTY MOOD too!
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha....
YJ n YJ n YJ....that's what in my mind!
L.I.B.R.A.R.Y!!!! woohooo!!!
Sooner ...i think my holiday&party mood will beyond my control!
waiting is always torturing!
Please don't let me wait!
Wooohoooo!!!!*dreaming*
I'm a pro DREAMER! Yes! I Know!!!!!! :D
Do you want to dream with me? :)

:)

2011-04-18T14:04:00.004+08:00

You are the reason that i always laugh :)

:)

:D Our pattern ...LOL

...

2011-04-17T22:30:00.005+08:00

when having headache until want to die
just let the brain hibernate for a while..
How long?No one will know
when the heart feels like breaking
just let the heart stop beating
when the tears drop until dry already
let the tears drop again
and dry and drop
when the knife almost cut the finger
just the knife cut and
let the finger bleeding until it stop

风

2011-04-17T01:30:00.005+08:00

周五的夜晚...刚过十二点的凌晨...
车在马路上行驶...把车窗给打开...
让风吹向我的脸...那凌乱的头发...
打在我的脸上...把心中的呐喊...
发泄出来...很累了..把一切暂时放下...
泪，不由自主...滑过了我的脸...
电台播放的歌...仿佛..唱出了我心中的话..
让脑袋放空...不去想任何一件事...
闭上眼, 迎面而来的风...
暂时吹走了一切的一切...

GILAPOSTPLSREAD:)

2011-04-13T00:46:00.005+08:00

AssignmentI'mtryingtoloveyoutryingveryveryhardseriouslyYouareLOVELYbutitissohardtoletmefallinginlovewithyouhowI'msupposetoloveyounowatthismomentbutI'mstilllepakherewhichidon'tevenknowwhatamIdoingrightnowwhatamIthinkingrightnowmanythingsrunthroughmymindToomuchjusttoomuchI'mtiredSosleepyButidon'twanttosleepandiguessI'mhavingheadacheagainarghhdamnitishhhhhhhI'mgoingcrazyalreadyIneedsomethingverychigektochigekmeanyideatosuggestformewhatamIsupposetomakemyselfrelaxleahmmmmybrainisstuckedneedabullerthroughmybraintounstuckandbeforeiforgetbrunomarsisfantabulousmelikeyhahahaandofcoxIwannaletyouknowthathowmuchImissyou...:)

Ours ♥

2011-04-07T16:21:00.007+08:00

People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
Don't worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
But they can't take what's ours
The stakes are high, the water's rough
I don't care
Cause right now you're mine
and this love is ours...:) ♥

wish you were here...

2011-04-05T00:53:00.000+08:00

damn damn damn
what i'd do to have you
here here here..
i wish you were here...

in my heart...

2011-03-29T01:10:00.002+08:00

A knife is slashing my stomach
and my hand is not longer my hand
and there is
a knife
slashing my heart
every single thing
run through my mind
every single thing
made me feel
insecure
i have to do like this...

i miss

2011-03-28T01:48:00.000+08:00

i miss everything...
how can i be myself just for once?
hmm..:x

I said

2011-03-23T00:03:00.001+08:00

思念。猖狂

2011-03-20T16:03:00.002+08:00

黑夜的顏色　能否黑一點　
讓沿途的街燈　能浮現
這個城市的安靜　能否再安靜一瞬間　
讓我的求救　再微弱你都聽得見

任性的淚水　若洗淨雙眼　
或許哭能恢復　我視線
慢條斯理的時間　若能加速到達明天　
或許我的你　能提早些見我一面

思念總是讓我受困　脫不了身　
我摸黑找不到回家的路程
等待着熟悉的腳步聲

STRESS!

2011-03-04T00:06:00.002+08:00

walking in the rain
is...
kinda enjoy
talking to the moon
is...
kinda lonely
look at the laptop
is...
kinda boring
waiting for something
is...
kinda torture
thinking for the assignment
is...
kinda stress
looking at the notes
is...
kinda sien!
ARGHHH!!!!!!!!
;(

Lurve is BeAuTiFuL..:)

2011-02-15T01:45:00.003+08:00

Love’s beautiful
so beautiful
我失去過更珍惜擁有
多慶幸我是我被你疼愛的我
緊緊牽住的手不要放手永遠守護我

Love’s beautiful so beautiful
我很快樂你會了解我
我不會再哭泣是因為我相信
我們勇敢的愛著每秒鐘都能證明一生的美麗...:)

2011-02-07T01:29:00.002+08:00

爱得太真
太容易
让自己牺牲
太容易
让自己沉沦
太容易
不顾一切
满是伤痕

错的人-Elva

Finally

2011-01-22T00:36:00.002+08:00

Finally my tears drop
but
it cant stop
hard to stop
where are you?
everything ruin
what i planned
all ruin
what can i do?
i wish i can just close my eyes and sleep
i wish i can just forget bout everything
i wish i could be more patient
but it is really really hard
it is limited
i wish you will know
but how i gonna tell you all these?
but what can i do to make you understand how it feel?
:'(

All I know is.....I don't know

2011-01-16T00:02:00.002+08:00

The same question I've been asking in my head
and
all I know is i don't know
trying to figure it out
but I couldn't
feel bad
I need to burst my tears out
badly
as I wish to
but where are they?
I'm searching very hard
but feels like they are
missing already
----------------------------------------
Once I found them
I hope everything will be fine
:')

baby can i hold you:)

2011-01-03T02:53:00.001+08:00

Sorry
Is all that you can't say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like sorry
Like sorry

Forgive me
Is all that you can't say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like forgive me
Forgive me

But you can say baby
Baby can I hold you tonight
Maybe if I'd told you the right words
At the right time
You'd be mine

I love you
Is all that you can't say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like I love you
I love you

But you can say baby
Baby can I hold you tonight
Maybe if I'd told you the right words
At the right time
You'd be mine

Baby can I hold you tonight
Maybe if I'd told you the right words
At the right time
You'd be mine..:)

A Mask

2010-12-30T01:33:00.006+08:00

A mask is always there
on the face
different face-wearing
different mask
until- Alone
take off the mask
a bleeding heart
a confusing mind
an angry face
a happy smile
a silly smile
a tear
is there
hiding under the mask
but
others wont know...

:)

2010-12-14T23:23:00.002+08:00

有了你
好幸福
有了你
我快乐
有了你
好开心
有了你
不孤单
有了你
一切都很美好
谢谢你
ILY!:)

A very random post

2010-12-06T22:24:00.007+08:00

Life ain't always perfect
when you are sad
if you want to cry
it is not a big deal
just let the tears drops
when you really need them
although i know it is hard
cause i tried
it is torturing
if you keep them too long in your pocket
release them,
as you wish to :' )

:)

2010-11-21T00:48:00.003+08:00

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
I was enchanted to meet you

-Taylor Swift :Enchanted-

c0ffee...

2010-11-05T00:36:00.004+08:00

is there any coffee can make a people awake from a dream?
i had my coffee just now...
but it still makes me sleepy
still falling into the dream
what's wrong with me?

有没有...

2010-11-03T22:21:00.002+08:00

有没有唱不完的情歌
有没有不坠落的烟火
有没有不解散的筵席
有没有不熄灭的灯火
有没有再再短的距离
你我还差几远?
视乎很近...
也许只差一分...

天秤座

2010-10-21T22:33:00.000+08:00

天秤座

“窗外放晴了，屋内仍继续下雨。

我微笑，并不等于我快乐。

我撑伞，并非只是为了避雨。

你永远都不懂我在想什么。

我想拥抱每个人，但我得先温暖我自己，请容忍我。

因为我已在练习容忍你。”

每天都在不厌其烦的维持着自己优雅的风度吗？面对讨厌的人，你天天练习微笑；面对讨厌

的事情，你从来都是当仁不让的接受。

i hope...

2010-10-18T01:35:00.001+08:00

i hope it can be freeze...
for just a moment
i might be satisfy

illusion

2010-10-13T12:21:00.002+08:00

Everything happened sounds great...
but
after calm down and think back
it is just like an illusion for me...don't wanna wake up...
hope i could stay
but
hoping might brings disappointment instead of surprise...

suddenly miss you all so much...
need you all badly...
so random...
yea i know...

为什么？

2010-10-12T14:15:00.001+08:00

为什么人人看起来都各有个忙
而我呢
从里到外都没有东西忙
无聊透了
想要装忙却不知道如何
有谁可以教我?
我受够了...

:)

2010-10-07T00:27:00.001+08:00

imhappyifeelgoodweeeeeeeeeeeeee....:)

hmmm...:)

2010-10-01T22:46:00.002+08:00

I'm still feelin the rain fall
And bouncin off my skin
How long do I have to wait for
The sun to shine again
Come on paint me the rainbows
I can follow it
I don't know where it'll take me
But I like wonderin..:)

=X

2010-09-17T15:25:00.002+08:00

i wish
i prayed hard
i know
and i will...

IMY, babe

2010-09-12T22:35:00.004+08:00

I miss you muchie right now
I'm gonna miss your voice, your siao-ness, your "DEMO", your pretty face, your everything...
and u will always on my mind
I will always love you
You know i will always do
I will be patient
Wait for these few months
coz i will see you again
Promise me...rmb on skype!!:)
Remember
Although i'm not around you there
but for sure my heart you always be with you..:)
Take care babe...and again~i love you!

....

2010-09-01T02:37:00.000+08:00

actually
i hv so much to say
but just
i dun noe how to say it out

Stalker

2010-08-27T01:58:00.003+08:00

i am a stalker...
i dun wan...but i have to...it is just some reason force me to...
no choice
what can i do?
i am very tired already...
a stalker will b mentally tired too...
Do you understand?
i guess you wont understand
never ever...
and you are really very hard for me to understand...
WTH i am crapping here?i don't know...:(

Untitled* 15

2010-08-23T01:37:00.002+08:00

where i belong to
when i am not around you
it's like I'm not with me...
i know that
I Miss You!

Untitled* 14

2010-08-17T03:52:00.001+08:00

我曾经有过那一股冲动
但我还是阻止了我自己
压抑着忍受着伪装着

Untitled* 13

2010-08-04T00:39:00.002+08:00

好想...去旅行...去遥远的地方...
让头脑头一透气..
放轻松...
享受...

好想...见你...只要...
一个温暖的拥抱...
让我的心...感受你的温暖...
就以足够...

Untitled* 12

2010-07-29T12:06:00.001+08:00

i hate to dream a sweet dream
i feel sucks when i woke up!
sigh

Untitled* 11

2010-07-29T00:12:00.001+08:00

Pretend to b busy,
would it b distract my attention?

Untitled * 10

2010-07-26T00:53:00.001+08:00

I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you

Untitled..*9

2010-07-24T01:48:00.003+08:00

I'm writing an untitled blog post again..
cox..i missing you now...
U just like 1 kind of drug...will let me get addicted...
very hard for me to control myself...
i really want to tell u just few words...
I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU MUCH!
T.T
mind you?
i miss you badly...
i really do..

Untitled...*8

2010-07-16T00:23:00.002+08:00

tonite, a song inspired me...
i noe i am out of control again..
my emotion is beyond my control
my feelings is overload..
too much..
but i like this kind of feelings...
i enjoyed..i do..:)

Untitled...*7

2010-07-15T00:19:00.001+08:00

i guess i starting to miss you again...
i hope that i can see you always...
sometimes, i trying to be cool
actually i do not mean it ...
just "shy"?may b...
but,
i will try to not so cool recently ..
hope it would b better...
n i will treasure de chances that given...:)
again..
i miss you...will c you soon..

Untitled*...6

2010-07-08T00:52:00.001+08:00

ARGhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
SUCKS!!!!

Untitled *5

2010-07-07T01:41:00.001+08:00

who can help me!i need someone to disctract me!!oh my gosh!
i cant sleep!
DISTRACT M3!

Untitle *4

2010-06-30T00:41:00.003+08:00

i feel so dum right now
i really hope you know
i'm missing you here..
i'm trying to tell you..
but how i gonna tell...
i couldn't fight anymore...
why the time pass so slow in the night?
why you always appear in my mind?
but i would like to miss you at this time...for no reason..

Untitle..*3

2010-06-28T01:46:00.001+08:00

i think i cant fight anymore...
my hand is so itchy!
i try to not..
but it is sucks...

Untitle...2

2010-06-26T02:27:00.000+08:00

i always tot that i am strong enough...
nw..i noe i'm not...

Untitle... : *

2010-06-24T23:33:00.003+08:00

I'm now in a doubt...
I dun know where should i go on...
There is no any sign to hint me...
I'm so lost!!

I felt that i already losing myself long time ago...
Am i?

-* 114 *-

2010-06-21T01:44:00.000+08:00

cross fingers....i likey....:) xoxoxo

-* 113 *-

2010-06-20T23:27:00.002+08:00

i was drunk...i dun even rmb hw many times i fall down...lolx
but
one things i rmb is ...u...:)

-* 112 *-

2010-06-19T02:02:00.002+08:00

is that really so complicated?hmmm...
May b...